What I Did Last Summer...I Mean, This Coming April

Anyone else taking part in Camp NaNoWriMo next month? I'm excited to be participating (though I'm extremely stressed out -- I'll be traveling, job-hunting, and taking courses at the same time). Nevertheless, after a successful (and productive) trial with NaNoWriMo last November, I feel pretty confident about tackling a reduced word count. If I happen to write more -- all the better!

I'd love to hear from my fellow Wrimos. What are you working on, what are you hoping to accomplish in April?

Stay writery,

Ren D.

Just Once, Metamorphosis

I think every creative person should be allowed to undergo a metamorphosis at least once without seeming inconsistent and a tad flaky (unless you're The Artist Not Really Known As Madge...then I suppose you've got free license to make yourself over anytime, as many times as you want).

As springtime approaches (in the Northern Hemisphere), it's the perfect time to think about the theme of change and renewal.  Whether it's change in the form of editing and rewriting, or growth and dynamism in your characters, or even your own development and improvement as a writer, change is normal, natural, and virtually always going to happen.  (In your stories, it better happen!  Why else are you telling the story?  To show how nothing changes?)

Often a story will approach a character in a way that shows him or her growing and changing, perhaps breaking free of convention or the bonds of static friends who hold the character back.  It can be just as interesting, I find, for the character to be stuck, repeating the same mistakes, as this can make a point to the reader as well.  (I think we all know people who are like that, don't we?  Stuck, trapped...)  In The Fracture of a Dream, Dek seems to be a spectator as life -- as even nature itself -- lives and thrives around him, while he finds himself stagnant.  The people around him change, but he can't seem to move on himself or alter the path his life is taking.  He may think he has some semblance of agency, to drive his actions, but it doesn't get him far.

Does it make a difference in where Dek ends up?

You'll have to read to find out.

Don't "stay anything," readers!  Be bold and change. :)

Ren D.

Crayons and a Cardboard Heart

Sometimes we pour our hearts into finding (or making) the perfect gift for someone we love. That gift may represent unspoken hopes, such as the wish to share a future together, or the desire to see a loved one find success. The gift may be a reminder, letting the recipient know the giver is present, perhaps not physically but in mind. The gift may carry a message -- "Don't forget me" or "I'm thinking of you."

Overall, gifts are a lovely notion. We enjoy giving them; we enjoy receiving them.

Unfortunately, at times gifts may be given out of obligation, guilt (apology roses don't smell as sweet, eh?), or purely as a social leverage technique, an attempt to curry favor or achieve some other end.

The latter reason is overt, and therefore, not quite as interesting to me. Gifts of obligation and guilt are fascinating, however. Is it not enough to convey "I'm sorry" or make amends via words and more meaningful actions (such as doing something that was neglected or trying not to repeat an infraction)? Do gifts smooth the road, make the recipient forget the giver's wrongdoing? Does the giver want to weigh down the recipient with a reminder of what went wrong?

Sure makes it hard to forgive and forget.

Why not eschew the obvious, why not give simple gifts that carry the same message? Being around for a person in need. Taking the time to listen to a problem or to support someone who doesn't receive a lot of caring. Remembering things that are important to your loved ones. These small actions may bring big rewards. Letting a friend or lover know that they are important, that they are special to you, these are gifts that are far-reaching.

They will be remembered, and you will be remembered, because the effort and time required for such gifts of oneself come from a place that does not take credit cards. There's no returning them, and they are one-of-a-kind, intended for just that recipient and something that can only be given by you.

What do you think? If you've been wronged, would you rather someone woo themselves back in your favor by spoiling you with a gift or two, or would you rather see redress of a more emotional or proactive nature?

And what if you're the wrongdoer? What do you do to return to someone's good graces?

Ren D.